Courage!

cour⋅age 

–noun
1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
2. Obsolete. the heart as the source of emotion.—Idiom
3. have the courage of one's convictions, to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism.

I want to help and I want to go but I do not have the courage.. What I need is conviction.. So where can I find conviction??