Courage!

cour⋅age 

–noun
1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
2. Obsolete. the heart as the source of emotion.—Idiom
3. have the courage of one's convictions, to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism.

I want to help and I want to go but I do not have the courage.. What I need is conviction.. So where can I find conviction??

Final stretch of the race

Its the last stretch of the road.. Bored of it and definitely sick of it but it is the only way to finish it..

After these years, i think that the only thing I take away from the institute is the friends I made and found. Not a lot but I think that they are good enough..

Ok.. enough of these.. time to carry on..

Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.
Michael Jordan

Time of changes

Its been a while since my last entry.. Partly because I was busy but mostly lazy.. Hahahahaha.. Since there is 3hrs and 38mins before my operation I thought I should write down something for myself.

This op is for the better so I will want to change some of my goals as well.. For the better of coz..

Isn't it funny to ask for someone to care for you, wouldn't that be just a fake or temporary thing.. So it comes down to: When you give you dun expect returns.. But ultimately if there is no returns why still keep giving?? Doesn't it just mean that you are nothing to the person??

After this Op things will change.. I will change..

But I will continue to love my family and friends around me.. I hold all of you dear..